Ms Been There, Tried That (:

i'm an ugly crier.
Saturday, 7 July 2012 ? 0 hipsters ?


minggu ni, dalam satu hari, menangis adalah salah satu kewajiban. idk. kelas, dari pagi sampai malam. lain lagi homework setiap subjek. stress to the max, you knozz. lain lagi masalah-masalah perasaan. jiwang? lantak pi laah! menyesal, geram, sedih, rasa nak gigit-gigit orangg pun ada ni! hihi. jangan buat aku nangeh pwease? bughok lah pompuan cam aku nih nangehh. tak comey. bahahaha.




masa dua ribu sepuluh dulu kan, masa PMR tu haa, i got dumped two weeks before trial. sedih gila mau mati. belajar-belajar pun nangis-nangis. sakit. but still, i managed to get straight A's. masa dua ribu dua belas ni, two weeks before pra-trial, i got abandoned. persis kejadian dua ribu sepuluh dulu. ehem. yaa, one week from now laa trial tu. tapi sekarang aku dekat rumah. rumah bukan tempat belajar. hihi. nak dijadikan cerita, sakit memang sakit. ehemm. aku faham, aku faham. aku masih muda. tapi sungguh! hihi. hopefully, i'll strive like the previous year even without dia. dia, memang hanya dia. ehemm. Allah is the One who created me, He knows the best. pasrah aku. he is my only him :'(

i'd be lying if i say loosing you is something that i could handle :'(


betul kata Miss A's tu. i've been crying too much lately. she's so worried. she said, she never see me like this. them who i love the most is the reason behind every waterdrops from my eyes, you knozz, Miss A's. hihi. family, friends, him. everything was so wrong. need some fixing. the only one i can turn to is myself now. hard, you knozz. ahaks,



sikit hari lagi, i'll reach Ramadhan. insyaAllah. if Allah is willing. the perfect time to fill myself up. the perfect time to lift my spirit up. the perfect time to prepare for the last war, SPM. i hope Allah had made it easy for me to make it through. amin.


dear him, here's an useful checklist. sincerely, your once-her :')
hoping you can manage to have a blast Ramadhan there.
praying only for the best.

salam ramadhan dan salam trial-yang-bakal-terumbang-ambing.

LOL,
Lots Of Love bukan Laugh Out Loud!
Aezalia A Malek.
nothing more without you here.
miss you, MAM.
miss you, AEZM.


shhhh! keep it just between us :)




Older Post . Newer Post